ReFlections

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2006-08-16T01:40:00.000+08:00

yea a tuesday.. a boring day.. how i wish i can rest tml.. but remember i had to help ppl do sth..

my mind very blank lately.. keep on got some old memories back.. but den left only 4 weeks..

hope during attachment will keep me busy baxx...

lets tok about my days in shatec.. 1st few mths.. i get to noe my new clzmates.. a big clz and i got into group 3.. a group which was fun and cool... yea.. got to noe some guys 1st alex, shah the 1st 2 person i get to know first.. den later andrew.. and the 1st gal.. pauline.. cos shes my partner in ms lim clz.. haha.. get to irritate her first 2 lesson and i notice nt only irritate her.. but pei zhin and zi jing as well.. hahaha.. ans is i snatch everything to do and i noe how to do..
get to noe about andrew and kelvin in clz.. yea.. was with kelvin and andrew often cos tat time still nt very known to the clz.. and by andrew i get to noe another person call jeanie.. it was during one time den i began to get more about her.. and stuff.. and other things happen further on.. nt impt..
began get closer to my group 3 ppl and thus we start be like a family.. help one another.. go out eat together.. our 1st stop is at the west mall chinese restraunts.. Yea i forgot the name.. lOl..
by noeing jeanie i get to noe about princess regina.. haha.. and den hui xin and michelle..
together with alex kelvin and mi.. 7 of us sometimes wait at jurong to go schol together.. but nw maybe time different so din meet up already.. so sorry about tat..
oh ya.. got to have suki sushi a mth a few times with celeste.. andrew.. mi.. alex.. jeanie.. and xiao tian.. for the first few time la.. i think i remember correctly.. haha.. and we play pool too..
alex kelvin good luck for sunday competition.. jia you~~.. haha..
yea..memories continues.. we got some fun time together at the east coast park and those who noe how to cycle have to drive those who does nt know... haha.. tat time was fun.. yea.. took pics.. n such.. yea.. tats it..
yea group project.. my team.. celeste.. shah.. alex.. mi..!!! still remember our holland village.. the locations.. yea i still remmeber.. chip bee garden.. hahaha.. yea 1 great groups.. our showpiece din hang on in the end.. but the round turn table was still dere.. guess..~~ in office nw~~ lol..

oh ya.. we got a clz chalet.. haha.. cards game.. marjong.. arcade.. swimming pool.. food.. bbq.. all was fun.. we had a great time dun we...

EC.. a group for fun ppl.. let mi name them.. jenny, zi jing, andrew, mi, jeanie, shah.. guys.. eventhough we got some fault in the beginning.. but we did it in the end dun we.. yea.. fun with u all for tat 2 mths.. esp at EC outlet..

production.. fun~~ group 3.. we display TEAM play.. manage to finish our work mostly before lunch time.. and had some fun together.. its was never quiet at all.. yea.. fun fun fun..

outlet.. partner is jenny.. 2nd half is andrew and pei zhin.. jenny was fun haha..and well.. mozorella cheese..?? we got to noe shortcut very well.. a 10 -15 mins work of mango become a less den 5 min work haha... well i am at ocbc anw.. get to noe sir melvin and elvis.. bad news.. ocbc oct will end.. some sort miss it.. cos i did learn a lot things from dere.. and some comment given by sir.. thank you...!

.. happen.. everyone was busy... hardly see whole clz together.. but after all these.. we are back to whole clz again.. but we only got 10 weeks together.. a rushing 10 weeks.. yea hope ppl got ur hotels.. study hard..play hard.. jia you..

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2006-08-13T00:44:00.000+08:00

nth much to tok anw.. just relax and be fine.. a bit too stresss these few days.. time to de stress..

anw.. latest news.. i should expect it.. or did not expect it.. mix mind la..

just wana tell u.. we are still friends.. and always will be...

dun think i have any chance anw.. but i do treasure the time i spend with u during ur working dayz..

thkx for letting mi to know u.. and may ur wishes come true.. and find ur beloved person u always wana to be..

any problem my shoulder will be dere for u.. yea..

tats it.. goodbye..

DEAR BLOG.. LOL

2006-08-09T11:29:00.002+08:00

dear blog,

there's sth in my mind i ned to say out.. actually i got 3 wishes in 2006...

1st: i hope that i got a hotel

2nd: i hope 2 yrs later.. u still rememeber mi

3rd: i dun think this will come true.. once a buddy always a buddy..

YEA.. singapore national day... everyones birthday.. wish singaporeans a happy birthday.. !!

LAST- - left 5 weeks.. i do miss my dear shatec ppl.. fun with u guysz.. enjoy our 5 weeks left.. kambateh!!

mushroom story lol

2006-08-01T21:48:00.000+08:00

woo.. sick.. tire.. sian.. overall.. lying dead

come to dota.. another story.. haha..

attend school halfway today cos i am nt feeling well.. better see a DOC. asap.. or esle i am going to be sicker... haha wad a english..
tml got interview sections with ms soh.. sian.. wonder my ah mong can make it anot.. no more la. orh.. yoz.. alright.. realli.. hahahhahahah..
a lot of work to do recently.. but just no motivations to start with.. just dunno how to start.. terrible lor.. omg.. lor..~~

hmm.. everyday go school is the same stuff.. i am starting new life.. i think so..
hope hotels will accept mi.. or else i bu zhi dao le.. Gg..

tml got eleborate sweets.. can do some sugar work anot?? haha.. wana try sth new.. wonder can work anot.. think i better write dw.. or else i forogt wad to do for tml le.. hahaa.. fun~~

coughing nw still.. seems independent nw le.. last time mum will keep force mi go see doctor.. nw i just go see straight.. without telling her.. everything i settle my own.. is this call independent? my den my allowance still from them,. so.. haha.. well..

kkz.. stop here.. a lot to say lae.. i got sleepless night yesterday... dream about nth.. Y.. wonder Y tooz.. k la.. bye~

char char

2006-07-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

sianZZZZZ...

hahaha... tire day.. school.. same.. see u see mi.. nth change about la.. but den test coming.. tats a good news.. means STUDY TIME.. wonder wad to do for my elaborate sweets.. design agar agar is tat 1 liao.. using sugar work.. heehee.. must buy my equipment liao.... sian dunno cost how much.. $$ fly~~..

omg.. left 7 weeks nia.. wonder which hotel to go.. tmr can noe the ans le... hope i got my hotel names.. or esle i will be disappointed.. maybe la.. hahaha.. i anything de.. as long got ppl i noe can le..

k lor.. like tat.. quote: am i back.. to my ownself? or nt.. i dunno.. think think think.. quite happy.. cos i heard my name being called.. heehee.. but den i knew tat sth will nt change back.. but i am quite happy nw.. i can feel it.. thx huh...~

bo bo

2006-07-25T23:42:00.000+08:00

still got headache lae.. die liao.. help..
k la.. school today sian.. boring.. fun.. hahhaa.. well. suppose to baxx..
communications skills lesson is a bit make mi tok more den usual.. which i usually dunt la...
which part of char bor will i look at 1st... my ans is seriously.. eyes.. tats all.. den get to noe her personality.. tats it.. :)

bad news... saturday have to go school.. and next week got interview..
n test coming le.. haven touch book yet.. must start nw le.. or esle too far behind le..

tml can go late.. a bit good.. but ned to go other place 1st.. anw

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI MEI..~~!!!

hee.. increase my pts again la.. thks.. haha...

k le.. off mode.. another a headache day as usual..

monday blue

2006-07-24T21:06:00.000+08:00

i am still having headache.. few hrs it appear.. few hrs it disappear.. unbearable lor.. sian

today got back comprehensive exam results and event catering..
realli.. din expect to score high.. but was happi tat i achieve tat..

wana share with u my joy.. but i dunno how .. i keep it to myself.. hopefully i can find u in msn.. but u are nt online.. as expected.. but den.. hope u can feel it.. :)

nth much to say today anw..

wish tat my headache will go off... disturbing mi when i am thinking of sth.. argg..

k la.. fun clz today... laughing mostly.. kinda cool.. yea..

sunday.. sunday~~

2006-07-23T17:38:00.000+08:00

tire day.. still headache.. shake my head = pain..

when will it goes away huh.. tmr school le.. another tirez dae..

2 projects coming on.. and found out i lost my project paper for asia sweets

need to borrow from ppl tmr.. to photocopy.. lend mi huh.. hahaha..

much more to study den i expected.. guess tmr i will start.. be serious le huh..
thinking a lot of things lately.. but den dunno y i wan to think about them tooz..
already a past... but just dunno y when doin sth i done before.. these memories will reappear..
i keep quiet.. and continue to do my normal stuff.. guess they will be gone in 8 weeks time.. i hope so..

lets tok about sth good.. next 2 weeks no ned to go school for saturday.. can rest at home..
maybe exercise out a little.. heehee..

anw.. its been a long time since i tok to someone.. someone nt in shatec.. hope i can meet her out one day... hope she still noe tat i still care for her.. cheers..

tmr another day.. changing blog soon..

am back...

2006-07-22T18:41:00.000+08:00

guess i am ready to reblog... after soo mani things happen..

already been 2 weeks in school and we left with 8 weeks..

eventhough its a long 8 weeks.. but actually its coming nearer..
faster den nobody can expect..

nt sure which hotel i am ready to go.. dun mind hard work.. dun wan scolding.. just wana do well
a bit tire these few days.. got headache again.. duuno y too.. stop scolding mi la.. lol whoever u are..

k.. dun think anyone will read my blog anw.. so... keep it to myself.. lol.. kkz...

shang peng.. BE happi.. heehee i will update from nw onz..

1 week..

2006-05-03T21:27:00.000+08:00

1 week nt in production.. so dunno wad happen in production.. alex same as mi.. so.. hahaha...

service stuff from last ocbc veri fun.. glad to noe them.. list out 2 favour.. Lisa and Yong tah..
they very friendly.. got things to talk with de.. very cool.Zz.Zz.Z.. nw they at rosette..

O.. YAR.. 1 more.. haha.. terrence.. my favour guy.. yong tah...:: hear le dun faint hor.. hahhaa

tats all la.. next week back to production le.. been weeks never see some of my friends le.. tats left 3 weeks onli... so haix.. hmm.. production here i come!

its back to school time...

2006-04-30T13:27:00.000+08:00

ahhh.. i am going back to school.. production time again.. omg.... again.. again again and again..

eating spicy food again..

wonder wad to do for free time again..

one of the best sft yam is gone again.. wad to do wad to do...

will i be back to my moody moody mood again?

hope nt.. refresh refresh refresh mind... everything clear..

dere.. simple..

rest day..

2006-04-22T21:05:00.000+08:00

so tireZ sia.. tire tire tire tire tire tire tire.. today headache also.. sinZ..

yest went to Ec rosette to eat with 2 friends. . .

bread... " nt bad"

appetizer..." prawn waste neber clear"

soup "nt bad"..

sorbet " y use rosette wan " cheap my $$

lamb shank "plating doesnt look attractive to mi"..
salmon " both plating look alike to mi"

dessert " a bit less" but quite ns

petit four.. nt bad

end of comment..!!

today de.. . finally can rest.. next week night shift.. can sleep longer.. oh yae. . .. . .

k tonight my xiao mei last nite EC.. hope everything smoothly go baxx.. jia you.. kanbateh..

so sianz..

2006-04-19T22:19:00.000+08:00

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in less den 2 weeks time back to production.. good or bad? i dunno ahz..

ocbc.. seems fun... bore if got nth to do..
service stuff nt bad.. get to noe a few of them.. funni.. haha..

these few days feel sleepy.. close eyes = sleep immediately.. shoick.. lol..

haha.. hmm.. no more colour words to use.. u all should noe y.. bless all.. good luck..

erhz,.. need to use colour words... lol but for xiao mei..

thks huh for the some advice u given mi..
EC ritez.. dere.. good luck.. have funZ..
no matter wad.. glad to noe u this xiao mei..!

ur wish come truth okie.. jia You..

boring dae

2006-04-16T02:01:00.000+08:00

today onli mi at ocbc.. jenny got sth onz..

luckily theres nt realli a lot thing to do.. so kinda relax..
but.. the hot water nt working.. spoil liaoz..
den suddenly the light went off.. no lights..
causes by the air con being switch above the door..
actually neber be4 switch.. but some1 switch it on.. so it trigger the switch..

hmm.. 1st time i noe tat the service can buy cake from us..
1 dolla each.. cheap cheap.. help mi clear cake.. thks huh..

haix.. make a bread.. but did nt proof it.. so kinda mission fail.. lol..

gotta stop writting to u le.. last call.. jia you!

enjoy the songs--> tats wad friends are for

finalli.. i am back..

2006-04-14T13:08:00.000+08:00

internet out of order a few days ago.. just got it back yest.. feel so good..
can online.. lol..

anw.. these few days at ocbc is night shift.. other den function den busy
rest of the time slack and do r and d..

the most favour.. 1st time experiment is the
chocolate foundant.. chocolate liquid realli can flow out... so happi lor.. lol.. pics posting later.. lol..

hmm.. think these few days i realli am back.. hopefully when 2 more weeks we back in production.. everything will restart.. where the 1st time i get to noe u begins.. wadever happens.. we are nt buddy.. but remain as friends.. hope u get to read this.. take care.. my dear friend

i sense the real things.. HELp

2006-04-05T17:35:00.000+08:00

done this cake deco on yest

help laa.... break onli 10 mins nia.. enough time to eat finish.. wad the toot toot toot..

today things cannot say too much.. cannot say too little..

starts the day with devil.. angel.. devil.. angel.. devil(by school sirs).. gone .. lol..

liew.. so tire these few days.. nw i think night shift is better.. regina u are right!!!!!

hmm.. making fruity tarts.. laterZ..

3 days liao.. u use to it le ma?
still wonder u got read my blog.. haix..
wana sms u but.. i scard to receive a word ans..
good day.. rest well.. jia you..

maii yaaa heee... maii yaa oooo....

a mths a outlet

2006-04-03T18:38:00.000+08:00

today 1st day back to outlet..

saw wad mr ken wrote.. welcome to hell.. lol.. thks huh...

a bit nt use to it cos there is no air con.. argGGggg..

so hot over dere.. sweat non stop..

1st day ma.. so deres sth sure will be done wrongz..
but lucky.. maybe today 1st day.. sir is like angle.. dunno next few days will be like wat..

heehee..

how are u over ur outlet?
today back for a mth u use to it anot?
and again... must have confident.. i ting ni
wonder u got read my blog anot..

sayanaro..

unmend parts

2006-04-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

in a mths time.. i gotta change everthing.. cos everything change too fast.. change too much.. no longer gettting them all back..

wad can i do.. see mi in a mths times my group 3 friends.. take care at each outlet..

and u dun be blur as usual..
must have confident..
last time saying this to u..

wonder if u can receive this message..

take all care.. sayonara..

missing parts..

2006-03-31T21:57:00.000+08:00

sth had just miss from my usual life..

i should noe the cause of it..
but it change too fast..
wonder if it can turn back..
i dun think so..

back to self is a difficult process.. when esp sth had gone missing..
i wonder wad it is.. but i found the ans..

can i noe wad are u thinking nw..
u realli treat it like nth happen..
are we still best Buddy..

just cant get my soul back.. for goodness sake wad can i do..
can u tell mi how..

haiz

get use to it..

2006-03-30T21:12:00.000+08:00

today in production.. seems like i am back to being my own.. but some things will nt be back to normal..

i cant hear the laughter it use to be..
no more unlimited question to be ask..

i feel sth/sbd had left mi..
all change..

asking myself..
had she realli forget wad we are use to be..
had she raelli found some1 better..
wad if i did not change during tat time.. will things be remain the same or different?

looking u and him.. so happily.. regret is useless.. i ruin all these.. i am the blame of all..
u can scold mi.. wadever u do.. just remember we got a happy past time.. and tat will make mi feel better..

And it seems u change him.. u brightens his days.. just wish u found some1 better..

but to tell u the truth.. i cant imagine u realli forgot wad we use to be..

sigh off..

took some pic with pengz

zhen de

2006-03-29T19:30:00.000+08:00

hao laa..

yest accompany gekpengz la.. till end of her day..

today when about to go home. so long neber kana by sir.. suddenly nag again..
this time mi and pei zhen kana.. liew so sway..

heehee.. i feel better le.. and back le.. but nt to the same old mi.. a different mi..
a guy who wan to explore about work.. na nui si qing put aside.. no matter wad..
hui you na yi tian..

things to get to be done.. ---> work hard, work hard, work hard...

maybe in clz ppl do change.. wad we are use to be.. its been getting apart.. further and further away.. we are nt who we are.. but i do hope everyone in my clz find his or hers happiness.. no matter where.. when, now... if u think u got the right person.. go ahead.. nobody will object.. treasure wad u are holding nw.. do nt let go.. if nt.. u will find it hard to get back..

truely regret wad i have done in the past.. sorry to all of u all.. worries.. angry.. hatred begins easily.. to be back is a difficult process..

all i wish is lets be wad we are.. we are a team.. and we hold the future..! kambateh

i feel relieve...

2006-03-27T20:51:00.000+08:00

RELIEVE... is it.. xie xie ni ke ting wo shuo... xie xie.. u noe u are who..

but maybe we tok too much le.. so unhappy things happy things also say out..
ke shi.. still got some words din say out..

(wo hai xi huan ni ma)?
(wo ji zi ye bu zhi dao)!

but no matter wad.. i try to be ownself again.. ye bu shi ni shuo de.. wo hui lai le..
still ned some days to get use.. but den i try wont be back this way hao ma..

hao le.. everyone.. thks for ur concern.. cya all..

wad a day..

2006-03-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

finally another week of production gone..

went to orchard to find gek peng..

accompany her pretty long..

Not 1..2..3..4..5.. but nearly 6 hrs.. hahaha...

sit until by butt numb..

den rui ting come liao..

den off i go...

gotta make sth new next week in production..

last week.. must make sth great..!

end here..

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2006-03-22T21:27:00.000+08:00

orh.. english word

ok.. english word

say it do it.. if nt keep ur mouth shup..

cos i am sensitive to kind of people..

whitney.. xie xie ni..

productionZ

2006-03-21T20:04:00.000+08:00

whole week..

school --> production --> home..

1 week later updatez again.. thks for ur support..!

yay..

2006-03-18T22:56:00.000+08:00

finally a week gone in production.. ears can be clear for 1 day onli..

today nt bad.. din get to nag by him.. cos i din do any silly thing today.. haha..

went buy ingredients to make some tarts at home..

tryout and it turn nt like the same in school.. wonder wad went wrong.. but den.. still taste the same..

since morning.. been very tire and confuse.. until nw.. too.. so gotta sleep early liao..

anw.. just heard a problem face by my godsis.. just wish jy have a pleasant day too.. and dun worry too much.. :)

jiu zhe yang baxx.. ming tian hui gen hao..

bugis.. 4 chuan

2006-03-16T23:41:00.000+08:00

yest no post.. cos.. i kana more naggy..

today:::::

day at production.. naggy day as usual..

food--> cannot make it...

sir went off early--> party time

i kana 4 days of nagginess--> HELP

make egg tart.. everything successful.. expect the sugar.. must reduce.. yea.. master egg tart...

pengZ.. wan recipe tell mi huh..

westmall--> tml converse basketball challenger.. ppl can come see..

after that go bugis eat 4 chuan.. with my friends.. hahaha.. the place nt bad.. its behind the mos buger.. across the road...

after that go walk walk.. den home..

chiffon day...

2006-03-14T20:35:00.000+08:00

i master chiffon..

tire.. production.. naggy day.. as usual..

oh yarr.. yest receive 2 things.. 1st is by jeanie.. thks for ur present laa..

and.. 2nd is a letter send by teresa.. also din expected too.. thks ya.. hee..

make marzipan flower today..

town

2006-03-13T00:10:00.000+08:00

went out with cedric and gekpeng to celebrate her belated B^DaE

finally can give her the cake i bake.. haha..

went walk walk den go eat at pepper lunch.. nt bad.. quite ns..

den after tat went to see big mama... veri veri funni.. pls go and see.. haha

after that accompany cedric to station, den took bus with gek peng den end our day..

finally tml i be back to production.. haha.. can get to see my friends again!! sayonara

tireZ

2006-03-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

morning went to school for production.. again.. ocbc din have much to do..

after tat went jurong with zj buy ingredients for my friend cake..

pasar balam.. again bought the smelly beancurd.. yummy..

(alex.. now u noe y i nt free le baxx)

reach home rest..

start do my friend birthday cake..

when temper chocolate.. din work at all.. mission fail so use other methods..

den did some jelly.. din post the cake pics.. or else she will see... hee.. tml den post..

nt realli ns la.. but qing shi mu yi dai..

dere.. kou jelly wan..

New Blog

2006-03-10T12:18:00.000+08:00

Testing.. recommended by my xiao mei.. aku hui xin..

think at home also nth much to play.. so decided to set up this blog..

hope i will have funz.. la la la

oh yar.. done it on yesterday night..

k laa.. end here.. have to go ocbc laterZ